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Indira Krishnarao's avatar

I still vividly remember your amazing Arangetram performance & it motivated me to have my daughter complete hers. As for the Dean, he clearly exposed his ignorance big time!!!

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Dheepa R. Maturi's avatar

Thank you for sharing that--I didn't know! Regarding the dean, I'm guessing he was assessing whether I was thick-skinned enough for the program. Still, I doubt that that sort of comment would be acceptable these days! Thanks so much for listening/reading!

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LL's avatar

This, right here: "Moving through that discomfort, though, I realized that that call actually did befit the form—because it was a call for me to remember who I am and to say what I truly want to say." Love. :)

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Dheepa R. Maturi's avatar

Wish it weren't so hard to hold on to that conviction in the face of "attack"!

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Celeste Williams's avatar

So, so lovely. I love ghazal poetry. The form is itself evocative.

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Dheepa R. Maturi's avatar

Thank you, Celeste! You're just so kind!

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Mary Redman's avatar

Another interesting essay and poem. Wow! That dean!!! I think I’d have been completely thrown by such a remark. I’m impressed that you were not.

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Dheepa R. Maturi's avatar

Truthfully, I almost was. I remember how those moments after the comment sort of swelled open, and I could just as easily taken another path!

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Barbara Shoup's avatar

Love this. That dean--ugh!

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Dheepa R. Maturi's avatar

Yes, it took me by surprise! Thanks so much for your note, Barbara!

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Surabhi Kaushik's avatar

Thank you Dheepa for writing another powerful and heartfelt piece.

Kudos! I know I will be listening to this more than once to relish it fully.

I particularly loved your lines, "It is more than show, more than story, more than a human being on a stage, true dance." You are a great storyteller.

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Dheepa R. Maturi's avatar

I am honored and so happy this resonated, Surabhi! It always surprises me how different threads of one's life come together to make a poem. Thank you so much for your note!

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